[ she's been putting it out of mind in her own ways - well, after the "hysterical episode" as karkat put it (and yes, she still remembers it) - like focusing on the scratch, karkat and kanaya and passwords and more frogs than she could count, cute little things that she kept around to keep the time loops stable and to keep the place from getting too quiet. and then there was canada, people and trolls to meet and talk to regularly, get to meet face to face and have fun with. it's been okay because she's been okay because she can handle it, even the sad things.
no problem.
and he's right, it's not like he's perma-dead here or in the game. he's just helping rose with her mission to use the tumor to blow up the green sun, just part of a thing that's going to happen that will end in at least one of them actually perma-dead, both chances at life in the game burned out (literally). but that's something in her future as well as his, and it's something she's been getting more and more hints will work out much better than her fears, so she swallows that down. ]
That's true. [ she could maybe sound more convinced, but she could sound a lot less convinced too, so there's there. ] And it kind of worked out okay.
no subject
no problem.
and he's right, it's not like he's perma-dead here or in the game. he's just helping rose with her mission to use the tumor to blow up the green sun, just part of a thing that's going to happen that will end in at least one of them actually perma-dead, both chances at life in the game burned out (literally). but that's something in her future as well as his, and it's something she's been getting more and more hints will work out much better than her fears, so she swallows that down. ]
That's true. [ she could maybe sound more convinced, but she could sound a lot less convinced too, so there's there. ] And it kind of worked out okay.