[sacrifices must be made: his sister and his peace while dreaming two of those things and, while mourn worthy, necessary. ...well. lacie was, but he hasn't thrown her into the abyss to be torn apart until she no longer exists.
yet.] There were other people with more trouble than I- especially those that couldn't heal like I could.
[aaagain with the slipping his pains to the side because they aren't as important as everyone else's! oswald doesn't really want to exist, so dying's not so scary. he's wrapping still when he continues and admits:] - it's easier to sleep when I share my bed with someone. [with jack there, he means.
or alice, warm and curled against his side, and oz stuck as a plush and settled on his chest covered by oswald's hand while alice takes a paw ow, ow, ow, ow, not again- he has to pause to press the heel of his palm to his temple for a second, eyes closing. enough, a voice filters through and he agrees. enough.
he's almost finished with jack's arm, at least, and he returns to his task when the ache dies down.]
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yet.] There were other people with more trouble than I- especially those that couldn't heal like I could.
[aaagain with the slipping his pains to the side because they aren't as important as everyone else's! oswald doesn't really want to exist, so dying's not so scary. he's wrapping still when he continues and admits:] - it's easier to sleep when I share my bed with someone. [with jack there, he means.
or alice, warm and curled against his side, and oz stuck as a plush and settled on his chest covered by oswald's hand while alice takes a pawow, ow, ow, ow, not again- he has to pause to press the heel of his palm to his temple for a second, eyes closing. enough, a voice filters through and he agrees. enough.he's almost finished with jack's arm, at least, and he returns to his task when the ache dies down.]