Blaine cleaned up and replied to some people on his NV before he went into the room. He was thinking much the same as Kurt. He had been spending all of this time wasting his energy wishing he could go back home to be a kid again.

Being a kid was stupid, he was stupid. So very, very stupid that a few weeks of loneliness would drive him to do something so incredibly selfish. A part of him worried that he'd always been selfish, that he was always going to end hurting Kurt in some way.

When he got into the room he wasn't sure if Kurt was asleep. He moved to the bed and thought about taking his pillow to the couch.