[That gets her. She knows that calm realization that comes when it occurs to you that the terms "everything" and "nothing" aren't mutually exclusive.]
You know what they don't tell you about being on the top? [Because this much she knows without having actually been there, herself. It's how these stories end.] It's lonely.
[Sentimentality isn't Crowley's thing. He'd never admit to being lonely, so she doesn't wait for him to derisively write the comment off, before she plows on, just standing there in a frozen dance, while the rest of the party ignores them.]
But I guess we all have to make choices and decide what's more important. Having everything. [She can almost make Castiel out in the crowd somewhere.] Or having something that actually means something.
[That said, she pulls away a bit and points in Castiel's direction.] Either way, we all probably go home eventually. You might as well enjoy the problems.
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You know what they don't tell you about being on the top? [Because this much she knows without having actually been there, herself. It's how these stories end.] It's lonely.
[Sentimentality isn't Crowley's thing. He'd never admit to being lonely, so she doesn't wait for him to derisively write the comment off, before she plows on, just standing there in a frozen dance, while the rest of the party ignores them.]
But I guess we all have to make choices and decide what's more important. Having everything. [She can almost make Castiel out in the crowd somewhere.] Or having something that actually means something.
[That said, she pulls away a bit and points in Castiel's direction.] Either way, we all probably go home eventually. You might as well enjoy the problems.