Can't let myself get rusty. That would be just wrong. [No, instead he has issues with self confidence, thinking he can't measure up, and didn't know who he really was for the longest damn time. There's likely some resentment in there and a hell of a lot of stress. But a lot of these things don't matter when your brother is dead. Only to be dragged out and spit up when they come back from the dead as a rebooted teenage version of that guardian.]
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