[until it's put on tumblr, you mean - and there's the core of the abyss, but that's a special something. likely the noctaere too - (can he exchange a soul to stop a soul from breaking anymore he wonders and doesn't that create a sharp pang in his skull)]

- yes. [finally, quietly, pained for a moment. both special, special cases, and he reaches up to cover jack's hands with his.] They were both special, but very awake.

What will you do if you remain... or if you end up returning to the way you are now?

[with soul and memories, that is. it's always good to have a plan for the ifs, remaining, and backups for the returns.]