[Destroy her? Maybe. Nill is still looking at her hands, as if that will make them stop bleeding somehow. It doesn't hurt at all, so it's hard to believe the blood is her own. She almost wishes it did hurt.
No. More than that, she wishes she was in the hospital. She wishes she was hurt and tired and drugged, and she could barely feel a thing except a strange amount of happiness when people actually visited; Gilbert brought flowers, and Dave played music until she fell asleep, and Yosuke--
Yosuke was actually there, and she'd give the world, anything, her fingers and legs and sight and everything, if it meant he would be there again. If she could bring him back and see him smile.
Giving those things is no good though, because the only being she knows would take them can't bring him back for her.
But Gilbert has said something strange, and Nill is distracted from her thoughts to look up at him. She doesn't understand why what he said was strange; Gilbert has always looked after her when she's come to him. He's always been a good friend, and she doesn't understand why the statement is strange.
She's grateful however, as much as she can be right now.]
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No. More than that, she wishes she was in the hospital. She wishes she was hurt and tired and drugged, and she could barely feel a thing except a strange amount of happiness when people actually visited; Gilbert brought flowers, and Dave played music until she fell asleep, and Yosuke--
Yosuke was actually there, and she'd give the world, anything, her fingers and legs and sight and everything, if it meant he would be there again. If she could bring him back and see him smile.
Giving those things is no good though, because the only being she knows would take them can't bring him back for her.
But Gilbert has said something strange, and Nill is distracted from her thoughts to look up at him. She doesn't understand why what he said was strange; Gilbert has always looked after her when she's come to him. He's always been a good friend, and she doesn't understand why the statement is strange.
She's grateful however, as much as she can be right now.]
Thank you.