"Yes you are," said Kurt, stroking Blaine's cheek. "Please don't say that. To tell me these things instead of hiding them-- That takes courage. I just..." He bit his lip, looking down, trying to find the right words.

"I'm trying to think of what could have happened to you," he said softly. "To make you do something like that. You said all these bad things happened to us... What were you talking about?"

The initial horror he'd felt at the thought of Blaine hurting himself and the surge of desperate love that had overtaken him abated somewhat, and Kurt tried to put the pieces together. Blaine wouldn't turn to drugs on a whim. He wouldn't do something like hurt Kurt, not lightly-- Something had to have happened to make Blaine act that way.

At least, that's what Kurt hoped.