[The misery that overwhelms him now drowns out any concern he might have had for his own well-being. He hugs himself instead of her, shaking and staring miserably at the ground. He made Jasper helpless. Defenseless. Jasper clearly died violently and all of that - that may as well have been done with Jesse's own hands. He doesn't know what to do to make it better now that it's done, so he just keeps repeating:]
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I'm sorry. I'm so sorry...