mouthbreathing: (friendship equation)
Война Машина | Warsman ([personal profile] mouthbreathing) wrote in [community profile] sirenspull_logs2013-01-19 12:49 pm

lazy days help me through the hopeless haze

Who: Warsman ([personal profile] mouthbreathing ) and YOU
When: 18th- 21st of January
Where: Around the city.
Summary: Out and about in Siren's Port with the USSR's finest.
Warnings: None, as of yet?

[Time spent in the gym hasn't been quite such a solitary experience lately. Somehow he's managed to pick up a couple of sparring partners or even students who don't seem to mind his quiet manner- not that working out is generally conducive to conversation if you're doing it correctly, but simply being able to feel someone's presence is gratifying for Warsman. He might be hesitant to call some of them 'friends' so plainly, even if that's more down to his own uncertainty than anything on their part, but their company is still usually the highlight of his day. It's good to know there's someone who can keep pace with him on his runs, or someone who doesn't mind being thrown down onto the mat a dozen times a day. Lunch might be on him to boot, if you don't mind sticking around.

Work, too, might have the advantage of letting him meet people, but with so many of his clients being Port natives and his own natural shyness weighing heavily on him, interactions are usually perfunctory at best. Which is fine. He's a professional, after all. Usually he's just lifting and moving heavy furniture with the occasional bodyguard job thrown in here and there, but he's been asked to do just about everything there is to do: walk dogs, clean pools, shovel snow... he's not proud. He'll take almost any job- and any conversation that might come with it.

And then there's the trip home. Though he'd never say it aloud, with Sasuke on his couch his apartment feels a little less empty- not necessarily warmer, of course, but less like a place to stay and more like a place to be. He's taken to making sure he cooks enough for two and that he's around when Sasuke is, more or less, even if he doesn't expect too much more than silence. Even a shared silence is better than nothing, though. It's selfish, but he's probably going to miss the ninja when he finds a new place of his own.]


[ooc: Feel free to run into Warsman just about anywhere. At the gym, out running, sparring- or if your character might have hired him for any odd jobs at home or around their business or whatever that would be awesome too! I'm always open to suggestions, and I don't mind starting things off!]
bondsoflove: (I've had enough)

backdated to the 10th? @@

[personal profile] bondsoflove 2013-01-20 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not quite dark yet, but it's going to be if he stays out here much longer. He ducked silently through alleyways, down sidewalks, coming to a silent stop in at the front of the address Warsman sent him to--and for some reason, he's stuck there, his hands feeling as though they're made of lead at his sides, refusing to obey his direction to knock.

It's not quite dark yet, but it will be. And although he's been out in the dark before, he doesn't want to mess with the darkness proofing on the apartment. He needs to lift his fist, knock on the door, get inside and go from there. It's not a difficult task, knocking on a door--and yet his hands remain still.

Half of him is convinced that he's going to be kicked out on his ass, that Warsman will change his mind and slam the door in Sasuke's face. The other half feels as though he should be kicked out--even from the outside, he can tell the quarters aren't huge, and he's not going to be anything but a strain on resources, and his still has his job and he can survive just fine in the wilderness so why a few more nights in the mall bother him as much as they do--

He bites down on the inside of his lip. It's because he's gone soft here, living in more comfort than he'd had even in his apartment in Konoha. He's not fighting. He's not running.

He's becoming complacent.

Sasuke shifts his weight, grimacing in disgust--at himself, at the port, at Konoha. He drags air into his lungs, and the cold of it burns his throat.

He hates the winter.

With a final frustrated huff, he takes the urge to kick himself and forces his hand up and into a fist, rapping against the door.
bondsoflove: (damned if I do damned if I don't)

[personal profile] bondsoflove 2013-01-21 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I was starting to worry. As light as the words are, Sasuke can still hear that worry in them--the relief.

Because of him. Because he's safe.

He doesn't know what to do with that--no matter how many times he does it, Warsman's expressions of concern, of actually giving a shit one way or another about Sasuke's well-being--it puts him in mind of his old team in Konoha, and of his brother. It's a concept he's never processed well; the idea that it matters to someone else whether he lives or dies.

With Team Seven, he simply refused to accept it--pushed it from the equation and hardened himself to it. With Itachi...he still hasn't figured out where to put it. Warsman is much the same. Confusing, and different and somehow Sasuke wants to be around it, wants to hear it again--I care about you. I worried about you.

The fact that he wants it makes his throat tighten up with the first stirrings of panic, so he shoves those thoughts down, kicks the snow off his boots and makes his way inside--"before you catch your death", Warsman says, and the thoughts rumble again like a nest of wasps exposed to smoke.

Sasuke grits his teeth, looking over one shoulder and around the sparse apartment. Cramped, as Warsman had said, but not as cramped as he'd made it out to be--then again, Sasuke doesn't take up much space by himself.

"I'm a ninja, I'm not going to die because of a little bad weather," he mutters, and his hands go in his pockets to keep from clenching into fists.
bondsoflove: (god only knows)

[personal profile] bondsoflove 2013-01-22 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
Tea. His brain latches onto it as a distraction, something to direct his mind towards. Besides, it is cold out, and his fingers are a little stiff. The earmuffs Warsman gave him were part of the property he lost when the Core sent them back in time, along with the anonymous gloves.

"I'd like some tea," he says, shifting his weight onto one leg. He can feel Warsman looking at him, and it makes him uncomfortable--as though he's supposed to be reacting in some way that he isn't. The nervous energy is palpable, thick enough to cut with a knife.

So he gives a half-smile, and crouches to unlace his boots. "It's not as bad as you made it sound."
Edited 2013-01-22 10:07 (UTC)
bondsoflove: (god only knows)

[personal profile] bondsoflove 2013-01-24 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Biting down the thought that he hasn't had a home in nearly a decade, Sasuke finishes untying his boots so he won't track melted snow into the living room. Regardless of the truth of it, it would upset Warsman; Sasuke's already imposing by taking up his couch, and he doesn't want to repay Warsman's kindness by dropping reminders of his tragic past.

He pads on socks into the living room, letting the clinking of dishes take up his focus. It's familiar--he remembers doing it for himself, on particularly bad nights--but a little jarring, too, bringing up memories of his mother. It's been years since he had a home, and longer since anyone has made tea for him.

He pulls himself out of his own head when Warsman re-enters with the tea. The steam is fragrant; suddenly, Sasuke is aware of how cold his hands are. Make yourself at home-- he takes a seat on the edge of the couch, reaches forward and just holds the mug for a minute.

"I told you, you worry too much." He picks up the cup and puts it to his mouth, inhaling before taking a sip.
bondsoflove: (heavenly light)

[personal profile] bondsoflove 2013-01-28 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Up and running isn't on Sasuke's agenda--not yet, anyway. For one thing, he's too cold, although he has started to get used to the snow; for another, he can't sleep in trees here and his spine is decidedly unhappy with wooden benches, and he really doesn't want to develop a muscle spasm in the middle of a patrol.

He does want to avoid getting attached, though. He's already tempted to sink back in the couch and tuck his feet up, just sit and breathe for a minute--and that's dangerous. The thought of being dependent on someone else, whether it's for half the rent or a name on a lease or even regular cups of hot tea, is deeply disturbing. It makes him feel weak, soft. Scared, even.

With attachment comes pain at the inevitable separation. Sasuke knows that better than anyone.

He can still feel Warsman's eyes on him, but he keeps his own directed towards the small rippling of the tea in the cup. Another sip warms his throat, and he manages a smirk at the first comment--then abruptly forces it off his face when he realizes it's another sign of familiarity.

"No. Landlord wouldn't tell me where any of it went, but I'm pretty certain I'm not getting it back," he answers, tonelessly. He might not be able to force his feelings down, but he can damn well keep them from showing.

But then his stomach twists a little. He bites the inside of his cheek and stares at his lap. "Sorry about the earmuffs."
bondsoflove: (without a safety net)

[personal profile] bondsoflove 2013-01-28 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't worry about me," Sasuke returns, speaking almost before he really thinks--he said me, not it, and it's such a tiny difference, but the implications seem maudlin and dramatic now that he's voiced it.

It's true, though. Don't worry about me. He doesn't want Warsman investing anything in him, although there's the chilling suspicion that it's a little late for that; still, there's time to build up enough of a blockade that he can slip back out of the apartment without leaving prints.

He can't afford to feel safe. The luxury to want to was taken from him before he learned what it was.

But he knows he's dwelling. If he does it long enough, it will start to darken his face, no matter how hard he tries to keep it under--that unpleasantness always seems to be simmering just under the surface, waiting for any chance to explode out of him like so much lava.

Which gives him an idea. He takes another swallow of tea. "I'm a fire user--worst comes to worst I can light up a stick and carry it around with me." This smirk, he allows to stay--it's attached to the quip rather than to any interaction between the two of them.
missingspice: (atsuko - lies transcending)

20th January, early afternoon

[personal profile] missingspice 2013-01-20 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Today she had to pack up and leave her first place of residence in Siren's Port; this afternoon she's moving into her second. It's a fairly nice place, if an hour's surveying was enough to fill her in on a day of tentative viewings. A small one-person flat with barely enough kitchen to make a meal, a bedroom with curtains not entirely devoted to their light-blocking purpose, a sitting-room whose name states the only feasible activity in that little space, and a bath to accommodate the foetal position. In other words, a less secluded, less pristine version of her apartment in the researchers' accommodation back at the Institute. But it's hers, for a little above the price of renting the Newcomer Apartments for any longer, an acceptable add-on for the proximity of a Subway station.

Those are the images set in her mind as she stares at the building from across the road, through the window of a coffee-shop on the corner of the street. It feels a little like X-ray vision, although she can't remember if she's cleaned the place up in her mind or made it dirtier. Atsuko hopes it's the latter so she'll have less to do. The first task in mind being, of course, moving her belongings in there.

Carrying her leftover coffee in a polystyrene takeaway cup, the first part of her journey-- hauling a suitcase and two large overnight bags (one on a shoulder, the other stacked on the suitcase handles) across the lightly snow-dusted street-- begins. It ends promptly at the kerb where she discovers her upper-arm strength isn't as effective when gravity is working against her, but it lets her make a few observations.

The door to the apartment is already open; the front door, leading through to the ground floor flat and the stairs to the second floor, her floor. Only slightly ajar, like somebody's left for a few seconds, and no key in the lock. Still gripping the handle of the wheeled suitcase, slightly breathless, the cardboard boxes on the pavement only just catch her eye. Is somebody else moving in? Or did the previous resident of her flat only just move out? Slightly stuck, her shawl slipping, Atsuko pauses to consider heading in immediately, or waiting for a landlord to present themselves first. ]
missingspice: (atsuko - rise and fall)

WHY DON'T I HAVE MORE ICONS

[personal profile] missingspice 2013-01-20 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The slam of vehicle doors barely fazes her against the hum of traffic at the end of the road, although she wonders in passing if that might be the ground-floor resident. In which case she'd better stop looking suspicious. Grip tightening on the suitcase handle, she steels herself to give the dead weight another haul (turns out machinery, even delicate equipment, is a lot heavier than it looks), stepping up onto the curb in preparation, but the sound of approaching footsteps catches her attention.

Admittedly, she hadn't been holding any high expectations-- the landlord, a middle-aged family man, would have been easily recognisable after their first meeting if he happened to be here today-- but if she had, they wouldn't have included this giant of a man in the list of faces, towering over her a little more with every step he takes. Not that large men intimidate her much at all. It's more his mask, his grand stature.

Remaining speechless for longer than a second would be rude; thankfully her pre-existing state of bemusement means she doesn't look any more surprised at this stranger than would be normal. ]
Ah- [ Glancing back at her already-reddening fingertips clasped around the plastic handle, and back to this intriguing figure; ] Would you mind? I seem to have overestimated myself.
missingspice: (atsuko - specialism)

THANK YOU I MADE SOME YAY

[personal profile] missingspice 2013-01-20 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Atsuko lets go of the suitcase and steps out of his way, the stiff joints of her fingers getting a little flexing as she pulls her shawl higher around her neck. A happy coincidence: her jaw nearly drops at the way he lifts that one-handedly, like it's nothing. Something in the artificial tone of his voice strikes a note of deep curiosity, so deep it could be fear. She had heard of robots-- cyborgs, even, around the Port, but not encountered one. But this person, regardless of any... modifications seems friendly enough. ]

Um- [ Brought back to the reality of his kind offer, she looks up from the suitcase to his face, uncertain whether to burden him further. ] Actually, I happen to be moving into number 16. This apartment here, on the first floor. [ One travel-bag begins slipping off a shoulder; with a purposeful shove, she hitches the straps back up as she indicates the open door. ] I haven't the keys, yet.
missingspice: (atsuko - you smiled at me)

ARIGATS

[personal profile] missingspice 2013-01-20 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that so? [ Intrigued, she takes a sip of rapidly-cooling coffee, returning his look. Surely it wouldn't be too troublesome to request he take one of the bags cutting into her shoulders and slowly challenging her upper body muscles. At the same time, he's offered to help her with no obligation to do so whatsoever: taking advantage of that now would be impolite. His idea gives her pause for thought. ]

...I'd really appreciate that. He said he would be in the property when I showed, but since you've opened it... [ There's a moment of resistance in her posture, and then the breaking-point: she grimaces and shrugs off a shoulder bag, resting it on the pavement as delicately as she can and crouching to retrieve her NV from it. Her eyes are back on her companion when she stands up, visibly more at ease, both from the lessened burden and the sense of organisation from making a plan of action. ] Would you be able to lead the way indoors while I call him, in case he's out? If you wouldn't mind, what with-- [ She gestures to the suitcase again, a little guilty that she's gone with asking him a different favour now. ]
missingspice: (atsuko - bite your tongue)

[personal profile] missingspice 2013-01-21 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Atsuko tries not to stiffen too obviously when he takes the overnight bag, pulling up the straps of her remaining carrier to mask any traces of it in her posture. There are more important things than her NV in that bag; and it isn't a fear of his damaging the sensitive equipment inside that caught her momentarily, but a general wariness. The DC Minis had been stolen before, after all.

But that's surely nothing to worry about right now, and she senses enough warmth in his look to reflect a small, brief smile before following him in, keeping within the tracks of the suitcase wheels. Once everything's indoors she won't have any qualms about leaving items downstairs while she brings others up, one at a time-- it seems like the best way to get settled in on her own once she has a key.

NV open to her ear, dialing tone starting in the tinny Port fashion, Atsuko is careful to shut the door and the cold behind her and glances to her helper-- a smile curving her mouth again, the prelude to gently thanking him and suggesting that that may be all the work that needs doing-- but the landlord picks up and her expression turns immediately businesslike, her tone a little higher than before. ]


It's Chiba. Sorry to call so suddenly, but I'm at the apartment now with your mover...
missingspice: (atsuko - butterfly effect)

[personal profile] missingspice 2013-01-22 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Multitasking isn't difficult for her, but, caught between being impolite by ignoring her helper and not being able to give her full attention to the conversation, it almost could prove to be so. Instantly the voice at the other end begins recounting his stresful morning in a way she thinks is an apology jumbled with explanation and blame of the previous resident; she could almost roll her eyes, but peppers the moments of silence with ] Yes. Yes, I see. Completely understandable.

[ She glances to Warsman out the corner of her eye as she leaves the takeaway cup temporarily on the floor and changes hands to hold her cellphone with. It's hopefully implied, by her movement, that she intends for them to go ahead since the owner seems to be making a terrible fuss about it taking even longer for him to get here. The way this acquaintance suddenly stares down, barely thinly veiling some kind of discomfort, grabs her, though. Was it that she closed the door? It's nothing demanding suspicion, but she can't be too careful-- nor does she want to tolerate an awkward silence rather than solve what's causing it. Ignoring the voice for a moment, she covers the receiver. ]

What's the matter?